Regrets.

Just got to know about RSS modern dance getting distinction for SYF! Feel so proud of my girls! I swear I cried cause I was just so happy for them that their hardwork had paid off! But at the same time, memories just begin to flash back in my head and remind me of my one and only SYF two years back. I only wish for time to go back to when I was sec one... Back then I did not work hard..but I tried my best during my sec two and three. And that was when I truly regret that I did not work hard during first year..

However, we cant change the fact that we didn't perform as what people expect us to, but we are not guilty of it cause I believe we have tried our best. And that everyone else recognize our efforts. It's just that the results didn't reflect it and that was probably why we were so devastated back then.

If only there's a second chance...

But too bad! We are not given second chance in everything, BUT WHAT CAN WE DO??? Yeah, just suck it up and move on yo.

Okay, Short update for today! Feeling tired from all the crying and work, have to wake up early for work tmrw also so that's all. Thanks for reading, whoever you are, I really appreciate it, goodnight and sweet dreams. (:

New life!

Hello all! (:
As you can see, the topic for today's update is about new life! To think about my poly life starting in few more days, I just feel so nervous, scared, insecure, excited! So many different feelings la! Anyway, i'm glad that I was able to make good friends over there with my classmates, I was quite worried about me being a loner throughout my poly life la but then it was pretty impossible because I can never stop talking for one second. LOLOL Whatever it is, i'm just looking forward to school starting! ^^

And that's all about the new life part HAHAHAHA tio cheat LOLOL

TBH, I have nothing much to post today but I have got nothing to do now so here I am updating my blog, typing nonsense.. kekeke Since I have nothing else to say I shall go continue watch my show now! [ Watching When love walked in currently, starring Victoria f(x) and that's the reason why I watch it in the first place LOLOL ]

Lastly, as promised, I'm gonna upload the pictures from my camp! (:

 k, thanks for reading ^^ bye! (:

SHORT update : Orientation @ NYP

Reallyreally short update! Hahaha Had a great time at the freshman orientation today and yesterday at NYP! Time now is 11:41 which means I should be sound asleep by now since I have to work tmr but I just feel the urge to blog LOLOL I don't know why also don't ask me why hahaha! Anyway, yesterday was the first day of the camp, as usual la most orientation we have gone would be like superrrr awkward at first la cause all strangers mah then need adapt first. So it wasn't that fun the early part of the day when we all just met. ESPECIALLY the ice breakers, although it works pretty well all the time but it's really extremely awkward...and paiseh max! Hahaha! It's like we don't even know each other well and we're playing games, but whatever it is, that's just why it is called ice breakers isn't it ??? LOLOL Back to the topic, we created our own cheers and had campus tour which is super tiring cause the school is just that big la -.- and then we learn the mass dance which I myself had a lot of fun cause dancing is my thing ^^ Hahaha and I love how the OGLs are so hyper which makes me very high LOL and we also met our mentor, Ms Gladys, and she's a very niceee person (:

OHHH, and we had buffet for lunch HAHA Lastly, we had to perform our cheers at the end of the day la and it was so paiseh LOL but it's fun to watch others performing LOLOLOL then we got our NYP FMO'13 t-shirt hahaha it's awesome la but it's made of cotton... >.<

Next day right, I was so glad that my class is so responsive la. it's like when the OGLs ask a question or when we do cheers throughout the camp, my class was considered loud alrd hahaha! The first day was so horrible la cause everyone paiseh. hahaha! And that's when I really begin to enjoy the camp! Hahaha afterall, that's what camp is about right? All the cheers and race and fun and shouting~~! So time seriously passed super fast for the second day cause I really had a lot of fun! We did the amazing race and a lot more la hahaha! Took some pictures but I think I'll upload it another time okay? I promise! ^^

Last thing, one of my OGL is SOOOO CUTE! :P
P/s : And shuai ^.<

Okay, that's all. I don't think this is a short update LOLOL whatever la, I got work tmr so i'm gonna sleep now goodnight! (:

Cutting my hair!

Sup! Feeling rather sad now LOL Was so eager to cut my hair just now so i went to vista point to cut my hair around 7 plus LOL Cut my fringe and went back to bangs hahaha as expected huh ? And cut my hair cause it's just so long and the weather nowadays is just so hot. On top of that, my hair is so heavy! So i decided to cut my hair and i finally got to cut it today after so long! Everytime i want to go out and cut my hair it starts to rain. Oh well, as usual it rained today also but i was determined to cut my hair! AND THE RESULTS ARE, later i'll take a photo.. Not happy with it but at least my head feels light now and i'm not pissed with my long heavy hair anymore! But i realised my hair is getting curly DAMNIT T.T I dont want curly hair >.< although i'm thinking about getting perm, but still it's different ._.

Whatever it is, i've alrd cut my hair i cant possibly stick it back so i shall suck it up and move on. BUT I CANT IT'S JUST SO SHORT. hahaha okay i can do this. it will grow back afterall, it will ONLY take one or two years or more time to grow back to that length *sobs* After looking at the photo, people might think that it's not that short afterall and why am i making a big fuss over this. But here's the thing, MY HAIR IS FREAKING LONG BEFORE I CUT IT SO I ABSOLUTELY HAVE THE RIGHT TO MAKE A FUSS ABOUT IT. LOL okay i'm exaggerating.. hahaha! Forgive me please, just let me vent my sadness in one post and i'll stop. :'( Please tolerate for awhile okay haha

Anyway, here's the picture.

 

k, thanks for reading bye! (:

 

RAIN

Thinking about changing my blogskin, should I ? But the blogger format seems to be different from the past, I doubt I know how to use now LOL changing blogskin is so troublesome also! Big project for me hahaha maybe will change it later once I see a blogskin I like, provided that I know how to change kekeke~

Anyway, woke up at 1pm today -.-
Rarely I wake up so late de, but because I drank coffee yesterday midnight I couldn't fall asleep until 5 in the morning hahaha luckily I never work today if not, gg.. LOL Planned to cut my hair today but somehow, I end up rotting at home again cause it rained again. I realized whenever I have plans on my off days it always rain.. coincidence? I doubt so.. Soooooo, I stayed home all day long and had curry and bread for brunch! Mommy's curry is the best in the world! Number 1!

Listening to Demi lovato's heart attack now! Quite addictive haha but the pitch super high! hahaha super hard to sing! anyway, mommy yesterday say she's gonna get me a new bed! YAYYYYY queen size maybe? LOL whatever it is, having new bed makes me excited LOL

Okay! Shall go find some blogskins! Hope I can finish everything by today bye! (:

Update (:

HELLO! So long since I last update my blog! hahaha! Soooooo, few things to say~ Firstly, I finally have got more time to rest and play haha cause I've converted to part time this month cause school gonna start soon! Looking forward to school starting but at the same time I feel so scared haha cant predict anything that's going to happen so I feel very insecure >.< bobian also uh... Have this sense of insecurity when I think about making new friends cause i'm just so shy yet I'll like to meet more friends cause I too anti-social le LOLOL! If only miracle happen and I got into NP where all my friends are.. T.T

Well, back to topic~ today is the first I work without my fellow colleagues! cause most of them have resigned due to school semester starting soon and only I converted to part time to continue work. How sad... But no choice also, money is too important to me now. I need money for a lot of things. [ Clothes, accessories, FOOD ] LOLOL the one in caps is the most important one haha! Anyway, I hope i'll get into floorball for my cca in poly! Anticipating~~~ And also my orientation camp is coming soon! next week I think. So excited and nervous and scared.. Complicated feelings siol LOL

Next, just to be random, XIAXUE'S BABY IS SO DAMN HANDSOME AND CUTE LA HOLY! hahaha, he have got pretty eyes! What a blessed to have pretty mommy and handsome angmoh daddy!

Feel so high now LOL went to have supper at macs with my in charge, Joyce and also colleague, Yen just now! Had fun chatting with them! Drank mocha chips frappe also and yesh, that's the reason why i'm not sleeping now. Fyi, i'm pretty sensitive to caffeine..

Lastly, a collage of me! LOL not very nice but just let me zi lian for one time okay LOL